This gif reminds me of my last gf before Anne and I became a real thing. We were roommates in a small one-bedroom apartment, and very casual sexually with each other at this point, but not a couple. I was going "full lez" at this point, whereas she didn't consider our sexual relationship anything other than just physical relief while in grad school. Anyway, Allison. Me and Allison had been dating for about 8 weeks, and on one of the last of our dates we came back to Anne's and my apartment tipsy. Anne was watching tv -- Adult Swim, but I couldn't tell you what specifically. We smooshed onto the futon together. After while, Allison and I got rather touchy-grabby. Anne left for the bedroom, leaving the two of us alone. Anne liked Allison a lot more than my previous ex, but I guess she figured she was being courteous by leaving us alone. | |||||
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Back to Anne and me -- our relationship at that time. When I say "casual sexually", it was like every 2-3 days when we weren't with anyone else, and nothing when we were. Anne, like I mentioned, was in grad school, so she didn't have time for a sex life. I was her sex life, when I wasn't dating someone else. I was nibbling on her ear as she fingered me, and I whispered something like "Let's make it a threesome." Allison, despite being a very pretty petite blonde, was also very self-conscience, submissive, and needed constant validation. (Her mother abandoning her in the States when she was 16 to go back to Canada might have had just a teeny bit to do with it.) She wouldn't have said no, no matter what I suggested. Not that I would've suggested anything more, really. | |||||
During the threesome, I remember one point in IMAX detail, we were in a position very similar to the pic (albeit on a tiny twin bed, lol). Allison was fingering me, but I was lying on Anne, wrapped in her arms, kissing her and staring into her eyes. In that moment, I realized I didn't really care about Allison like I did about Anne. It was Anne, not Allison my girlfriend, who I really wanted to be with. | |||||
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Notes:
- This is a retelling/reformatting of a post from my original blog. That post is here. Go follow @jennie, too.
- Although the events are real, all pictures are not of us (or my pancakes) and are for illustrative purposes only.
- I'm trying something new with the formatting. I hope the table flow formatting works correctly. For best results, view on desktop at talesbyjennie.